Yes I am . I'm afraid not even of losing someone, but also anything that I loved so much . The phobia not even hit me mentally, but also physically ! Indeed, I know when I don't have any shoulders to cry on, I still have a floor for me to sujud and cry on Him Allah The Almighty ~
*He's gone . Six months is not enough for me for having a naughty and cute kitten like you, my dear Shiro . I missed you, and I mean it . I'm glad that I'm at home when your gone . Thanks dear Shiro for waiting me . May our relation in this Dunia will make effort on Akhirat later . I love you Shiro .